bye Mr. Johns, welcome Mr. Cook

Michael Johns, the handsome stud from down under that never have been on the bottom three at all during all this 7th season show suddenly get booted out after the Idol Gives Back show.

OMG, I can’t believe it. I mean, he is one of the reason for me to watch the show and suddenly there’s no him . Then the show seems to loose its spark — at least for me –.

I don’t know what is the reason for americans not to vote for that handsome hunk, but my big sister has her own theory. She said that Mr. Johns probably has already have a contract, ready to sign for a major record company that won’t wait for him to finish the show. I don’t know and to tell you the truth I don’t really care. All I care about is since then, I can’t see his major hunk face on TV again and it making me sad… hiks..hiks..

But then I saw another great HUNK, David Cook. OMG, when he sang Always be my baby from Mariah Carey, he made be believe that I am always gonna be his baby…hahahaha….don’t I wish…

Actually, I started to like him when he sang Billy Jean on the show. He wowed the judges and moi. OMG, his interpretation of the song (as Ms Abdul always say in the show) was remarkable. As for Mr. Cowell said that he shows a promising star quality that likes to take a chance. Well, thank you Mr. Cowell, I like him too.

Last night, after he sang, always be my baby and listen to all the judges praise, he was in tears. Just like i thought, a sensitif guy….hahaha… He was successfully winning my heart that had been broken when Mr. Johns got booted out.

From now on, he’ll be my man and I believe that he’ll win the American Idol 08. Mark my words.

if only i could

Lately, there are some structure changes in the company where I work. Late last year, the merger between JSX and SSX has been completed therefore we have to evolve accordingly. Based on that, I was moved to a new Division. I was kinda hoping that this restructuring would be a fresh start for me. But I guess it was asking too much, at least for me.

In all my professional years [no..it's not that long, it's around 10 years or so], I always have been the unfortunate because I always have a lady boss. How come I said that it’s unfortunate? Because mostly, lady boss always think with they heart. They are rarely objective [easy for all the lady boss out there, I am not saying that all lady boss is like that, it's purely based on my experience only...so if there's a lady boss that is a very good boss..just keep up the good work ..]

I was thinking to myself, is it just me or is it everyone else’s wish also? Then I have the answer to my silent question, and I found out that it’s probably everyone wishes to have the privilege to work under a great Boss. Even though the criteria of a great boss is really subjective, but I think we can agree to some basic personal traits that is required for someone to be a boss i.e. have to have a leadership traits, never subjective [at least always try to be objective towards his/her subordinate and colleagues], have a great knowledge of what he/she was doing etc, and so far, I’ve only been lucky to have been working for a great boss once.

If only I could, I would want to choose who is the person I will work for. I mean, how come the boss get to choose whom they work with without the consent of their subordinate?? hahaha..I guess that’s a stupid question. Of course it’s because they have privilege if not the money. But what I mean is, if they choose to have you as their subordinate, shouldn’t they treat you good?

If only I could, once I am a boss, I will think every step of my move with logic, well probably a little heart here and there, but never with heart all the way, because once you start think with your heart, you’ll think with it all the time. Then I promise you, it will do more harm than good.

If for now I only could dream that if one day I’ll be a good boss, for the time being, I will try to do my best as an employee or better yet, just be the better person I know. Start from there, hopefully everything will turn out good.

I HOPE……..

What if…

What if you could undo all the bad things that you do all of your life? What would you do? What would be the first thing you do?

As for me, if I have a chance to undo something bad that I’ve done, I’d like to undo my wrong doing to my husband. To erase all the heart ache I’ve caused him.

Why I would like to do that? Because of the things that he said after that ‘incident’. OMG, I’d rather have my heart cut out of me than to have to remember the sad hurt look on his eyes. I have reallyreally hurt him and I have to live with that for the rest of my life.

So that’s pretty much the reason why is the first thing I’d do if I given a chance to redeem my past mistake is that. I’ll give anything to turn the time, bu since I can’t, I am gonna try to be the best wife he knows. Amen…..

How about all of u guys? What would you do? What if you’re given the chance to redeem ur past mistakes?? Will u share it with me?

i hate starer.

U knows a person who stares. I think it’s not polite to stare to someone that you know and IT IS RUDE to stare to someone you doesn’t know.

For some reason, I know why people stare. Usually because the person that become the object of the stare must be really different either in a good way or the other way.

But for whatever reason, I think it’s not POLITE to STARE, especially if the person that you stare at is staring back and show that she didn’t like it. You should just BACK OFF and not keep STARING

I just have an experience of people staring at me. Yesterday. A man staring at me through a mirror on an elevator. When I caught him staring, I thought he would just turn his stare away. But NO….he keep staring at me and I was the one who looked away. That’s not right, a person who was caught staring is supposed to be the one who looked away

Well, I just hated when something like that happen. Do you guys have any suggestion about how you should do if someone stares at you excessively? Please do tell me. I want to know how to react if I am in the same position as I was before so I won’t get mad but get even?? Thank you kindly for your response.

To all the people who like to stare, STOP IT. You are making the people that you stare at very uncomfortable.